Peter Capaldi

Ok, I know some people will find it odd but I definitely prefer Peter Capaldi as the Doctor, rather than Matt whatshisname who was the previous one. Peter Capaldi is hot. Just saying. I know a lot of people don't like older men but I do, so there we go. I still don't get the whole Doctor Who thing. I'm watching it purely for Capaldi. I suppose I should watch it back from about 3 Doctors ago but I can't be bothered... That's a lot of episodes. Anyway there's kinda a loose plot. And I can catch up with info online whenever. So yay! New silver fox crush. It's been a while since my last crush, actually. :)

Travel!

In one week I went from Auckland to : Paraparaumu, Levin, Lower Hutt, Shannon, Palmerston North, Otaki, Wellington, Nelson, Stoke and Richmond. Oh and Tahunanui also. Some of these places are smaller suburbs or small towns but it's still a LOT. For me. Man, I'm tired. I went to three or four EB Games stores too, but bought nothing... Lower Hutt had the best mall, Richmond second.

Dark thought, sorry

Autism is particularly cruel because it messes with your senses. A child with Downs Syndrome will still be able to see the world in a similar way to a neuro-typical person. Sun is warm and bright, music is pleasant. Water is water. But Autism can make the sun hurt your eyes, water can be torture, music can hurt your ears. This is why Autistic kids scream. Just the colour red can overwhelmingly hurt their eyes. And some of them can't even tell anyone what the problem is. Just the feel of carpet or any fabric on their skin can upset them. No control over feelings or emotions. It's awful to think of. I'm lucky, I get overwhelmed sometimes but I can talk.  Sometimes though, I don't even realise why I'm upset. And when I do, I dismiss my own feelings, because I have learned that my feelings are not important. It's really rather awful. I am just going to have to learn what upsets me, and avoid it. It's one reason I hate buying clothes. So many fabrics are inappropriate for me to wear, they upset me. And I still hate water. I keep forgetting that I'm Autistic. Haha! Then I tell myself, "Come on, grow up! You're 33 now, it's time you stopped feeling like this!" But this is it. This is me. I can't do or be any more than what I am. I have pushed myself to the limit of my ability to cope. I need to remember that, and be more patient with myself. Strange thought for 6:30 in the morning. But there you go.
God bless
Xxxxxx

Ok what? Pokemon absentee parents

Why in every Pokemon game is the main character's dad not around? Except in the best gen ever, obviously. Yay November hurry up and get here!
Anyway, childhood rejection stories aside, I'm playing Y after the main game is finished. My character's mum says, "wow, I saw the parade on the tv! The prof really went all out making ppl come along!"
.......
1) why were YOU not there in person, MOTHER?
2) if Sycamore went all out getting ppl to come, why was my MOTHER who is apparently a famous rhyhorn rider in her own right as well as being my mum, not invited to this important event?
Argh...
It's too dumb to live. This game. Articulation waning... Game haz making the dum.
Oh dear.
Obviously I love it anyway.

Also on a non-Pokemon related note, I heard Wolverine is dead or something. Is that right?
That sucks! Although if they killed Batman (permanently) I would cry. Probably. Haven't they killed Spiderman and Superman and other ones as well before? It's confusing.