Well how about that.

I am actually both xenophobic and a xenophiliac.

How odd.

But I suppose that's what it is like for a person with extreme moods.

I assure you most of what is odd about me is not deliberate.

My blood type is B+, if I remember correctly.

I don't really think blood-type horoscopes are very accurate though.

Also, the other day, I realised something.

I had lost weight, and hadn't really noticed.

After a long time worrying, I finally stopped worrying and somehow the weight has dropped a bit.

People say things like, 'You look so good!' Or, 'You've lost heaps of weight!'

But whenever they say things like that, don't you kind of think to yourself, 'So I was ugly and fat before but you didn't want to say?'

Typical!

Typical human reaction.

It's good to be human.

I used to think I wasn't a human, not like other people, maybe an alien or a robot.

But I think people who are not neuro-typicals often think themselves to be less than others.

If you get called weird and bullied or shunned often enough, you start to think you are not human.

Thank God I learned about my autism.

I am so happy now.

There was an answer, and it wasn't a terrible thing after all.

And I am not alone.

So pleased.